Sometimes it's good to pretend you're a lion.

Let's update, shall we?

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:06:41 GMT

Heh, so, 16 weeks huh? Yea I'd say that's quite an accomplishment. Last time I updated was on September 5... Jesus... Lol I had barely been in school for a decent amount of time and here I am walking up to midterms and mid-year change-overs. Not that I haven't had anything to talk about, I certainly have. Let's see, me and Michael's one year was on my birthday September 20th. ☺ ~giggles~ He makes me smile. I love him. And then on the 28th my parents let me spend a weekend with him in New Hampshire ☺ And let me just say... that house was so nice... Let's see... Halloween. :) I went to Witch's Woods with Whitney, stayed home the next day with her since she ended up sleeping over, etc. Thanksgiving was nothing special really. Let's see.. this past Sunday was the Family Christmas, we always have one on the Sunday before Christmas, and Michael came! And then my two cousins, Tyler and Lindsay. Hadn't seen Tyler in... yea forever sounds about right. Totally kicked his ass in Mario Party.. yea Tyler... I said it.☺ My actual Christmas was pretty good too. My poor mommy lost sleep because she thought I'd be disappointed.. :( I told her I was fine though. I'm happy.
Michael's finally on his month-long vacation ☺ Definitely a plus, too bad mine's almost over. I'll still get to see him either way, and I'll get to see him after school! It will ever so slightly be like when he was home last year.. Slightly.. I can pretend. Either way. We'll see how long it takes me to update again.

To be continued.
Antonya

♥Michael

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 22:37:55 GMT

Lol, Damn, 9 weeks. Talk about a typing break. So here's what's been going on.
Yea, it's that time of the year again, I'm in my Junior year. Lol I so miss summer vacation. Sleeping in until like.. 11... spending a plethera of hours with Michael on numerous days of the week... etc. I suppose it's alright I guess.. I mean.. I have other vacations and whatnot, though those are even more short-lived. And last year went by REALLY fast, so I"m hoping this one will do the same. Schedule:
A Period: Geometry. Ummm.. ~sticks out tongue~ 'Nuff said. Sam needs to get switched back in to my class. It's hardly the same without her.

B Period: History. Heh, yea that doesn't wake me up too well either.

C Period: Astronomy. HAHAHA. Ok, there's tons of zeroes on those numbers.. I'm not kidding.. lol I was just doing my homework and I was getting so dizzy... that might cause some problems.

D: Study. Phew... I can get some homework done and chat with Jeremy if I get it finished. We played Hangman and created the word "Vegicide" when my word was actually "regicide", lol yea, that game was interesting.

E: Well.. lunch first. Yay juice! Then english with Reyes. Lol He's interesting to listen to. I like the way he says Literature. Lol It sounds cool.

F: French. ~chuckles~ Yea... ok.

G: Probably the class I enjoy most. Sociology. It's really interesting, we all.. well.. mostly all get involved in conversation and it's just generally interesting. This is a topic I can get in to. It involves human behavior which I seem to just lean towards when it comes to interest. Lol That and Mr. Shanks is cool.

So that's my schedule, I like the second half of the day, I'm always in a better mood then, after C Period my mood picks up. So I just look forward to that every day. The first three classes I'm like... asleep. I hate geometry pretty much. History is ok, but I'm still like.. "Uhhhh... ~drools, drops head on desk~" and Astronomy... heh, yea it's with Altenhof. I'm not entirely fond of her. But Michael said I could play teacher's pet by telling her that he says "Hi" since she liked him when he took astronomy. :) I will try that. I wanna see if it'll work. Maybe it'll change her seemingly dark-ish attitude towards me. I could very well be paranoid but she... I dunno. I told my dad to punch her in the face at Parent/Teacher night. Like that'll happen.
Anyways, onward, so, this past weekend was a 4 day weekend. Amazing. I loved it. I spent every day with Michael :). It was great. We went hiking on Monday for his last day to Purgatory Chasms and then we went to go get ice cream and I downed a Sprite in like.. 5 minutes because all we had at Purgatory was water... ~dies~ Yea, I'm anti-water. And I'll say it loud and proud. Lol I'll stick to milk and soda... oh and hot cocoa on those perfect chilly days. OMG AND COFFEE COOLATTAS. <3! Anyway! Lol So, right, after ice cream we went to Jeff's and Mike and Jeff brought Kat and I to where they burned "666" in to the road and then down a path following along a yucky little stream where Michael threw a book they burned in the street where they further continued it's destruction. Then we went back to Jeff's for dinner and down to Jeff's room afterwards where we listened to incredibly hilarious recordings they made of like... dying animals and such. Lolol So funny. So so soo funny. And then, alas, I had to part with my love for I was to head home while he go to his college where the next day would be his first day :'(. But I shall get to see him in... 3 days. Whoo! ~bounces in seat~ I can't wait! Lol
Oh! And we got a new computer! Yesssssss! No more waiting an effing half an hour for iTunes to load. God damn that got old... really old. Really fast. So frustrating. It was slower than a pack of turtles stampeding through peanut butter. It was so lame.
Anyways, next week, on Tuesday, I'm supposed to hang out with Eddie, Nicole and Will, perhaps we can get others to go. It'll be like last time! Lol So fun. Anyways, that's pretty much all I have to say. And it's been 9 weeks, lol.

To be continued.
*Antonya

I love you Michael. :)

Gummi Bears

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 20:11:41 GMT

So it's been a week or so if I'm not mistaken. Let's see.. in a week... Oh, last Friday Mike and I went to go see Pirates of the Carribean. :) Best part of that movie was being with him. Lol They went umm.. a little downhill in this movie. You'd think with the precedent of movies that have down thirds.. they'd know... not to make a third one. Then again, you'd think we wouldn't go see it. But curiosity gets the best of us. Money gets the best of them. Either way, it wasn't too too bad. Mike and I had a few moments where we were just like "Umm.. what?" But omg he bought us the coolest candies! They were made by the company who makes Sour Patch Kids! They were these little connectors.. Lol You cold make different flavors by linking them together.. 'twas cool. Though not as good as actual Sour Patch Kids. Most definitely not. But I made Mike chuckle when I got excited about being able to play with the candy.
Then I got to spend the say with him on Sunday. :). The entire day. And I'm never bored. Ever. Even in silence. Never bored. It's amazing. It's been 9 months and 9 days. :)! Love that boy.
Then on Monday I hung out with Helisson and then Nicole came home from New York! Yay! Gosh I missded my Nicole. So Helisson and I go to the mall a little early to beat Nicole there and we go to Hot Topic. And then Bath & Body where they're having an amazing sale and we smelled perfume and sprayed cologne on little cards so we could smell them later. Lol Lame, I know but damn did those little cards smell good. And then I bought perfume yay! And anyone who's ever shopped there... they know how expensive their perfume is.. but I was able to buy two of their big bottles for under 10 dollars.. yea you know how amazing that is. Anyways, then we met up with Nicole. :) And we got her a job application and went to go get Coolattas. Then while sitting and drinking out coolattas I suggested that we invite Pat to come. So Nicole calls him and he approved of the idea of coming to the mall to hang out with us. Lol Unfortunately we couldn't hang out with them for too long because they took a half hour or more to get there. But.. but Nicole bought me a pretty necklace in payment for the shopping spree I took her on. lol.
Tuesday! Another day with my Michael. :) Love those days.
Wednesday, since I didn't get to go online the day before because Mike stays really late and arrives too early for me to go online I didn't know that plans for Helisson and Alex to come to Marlborough. On Thursday. My last day to get to see Mike for a week and 3 days because he was going to his Dad's in the Cape. :\ But I still got to see him! Though Helisson nor Alex could come. But.. but Nicole slept over on Wednesday and Mike came over at around 12:30 and then we went to the park to find Will for he was to attend our get-together as well as Bobby. So after tracking down the elusive William Philip Peterson.. damn boy couldn't stand still. We went to meet Bobby at Honey Farms. And then we went back to the park and might I say it was so cute how the boys were plotting on getting this dead branch out of a tree. ~giggles~ So silly. Though that's not to say that there was no pain. And a little embarassment. Lol Poor Mike.. he was hanging on to the branch and Will jumped on him and hung on and unfortunately Mike's shorts didn't because the slid down. Lol My silly boy. And then while Bobby was pushing on the branch from in the tree with a rather large stick he got fed-up and whacked the branch with it and a chunk flew off and whapped Will in the head. Omfg so funny. Nicole and I burst out laughing as well as Mike and Bobby, Mike's on the ground laughing uncontrollably, I'm doing the same.. Will's like "OW! WTF WAS THAT FOR!" which only makes it more funny. Lol Anyways, our group split up and Mike and I go hang out at my house for the rest of the day while Nicole, Will and Bobby go back to Bobby's house to go swimming. And Sir Michael didn't leave 'til 10:50. :) ~sigh~ Though I have to wait another week to see him. Hopefully that'll just whip by. But Lindsay's coming over for I don't know how long. Then tomorrow I'm going to Robert's for an hour or two and then I'm supposed to go to the Cape with Nicole next weekend for two days and she suggested that we set something up with Mike to see him. Hopefully all goes well. Anyways. I don't have much else to say. Good day.

To be continued.
*Antonya

Lipgloss

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 17:22:50 GMT

H'okay so. It's been 2 weeks, let's see, 2 weeks ago, I was still in school. 2 weeks ago from today would be June 4th. The start of our last full week of school. Technically, since we had the start of exams on Friday. Either way, exams were alright, I did pretty good on the ones that I thought were just going to slaughter me which was needless to say a relief when I saw that I was getting B's. :).
My mom's letting me get my ears pierced again. Lol Yea, I don't know when to give up. I'm gona try and work back up to my 4th holes. I'm gonna try just keeping the studs in longer. But my ears were fine until I changed my 4th holes earrings from the hoops I put in right after I changed the studs. If I had not done that I would've been fine. But I did, and I screwed everything up. And now I have scarring to cover up. What better way to cover it up than cover it with an earring. :)
Yesterday was Father's Day and we had a cookout and Nikky got to come over! It was so fun! We played on the Wii, and she made her own little Mii and we had a bowling competition. Then we played badminton with my parents, Nikky and I combined to make the dreaded TooNoo team, with the power to destroy all badminton competitors. And then there were my parents. Lol But anyways, yea Nikky and I totally have to hang out more this summer because I love her and like cheering her up. And Nikky, as I've told you before, I'm always here for you if you need someone to talk to. I know I've told you that countless times but sometimes it's just good to have it repeated so you know you're not alone.
Today Michael came home! :) He's hanging out with Randy today but I'm supposed to see him tomorrow. Yay! And... and then... ~sniffle~ Nicole comes home next Sunday.. ~sniffle~ So far away.. I miss you Nicole! We must get Vocha Chappucino's when you get back! Monday! Lol
Anyways, I don't have too much else to say. Have a good day.

To be continued.
*Antonya

Prom night, yo.

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 16:02:30 GMT

H'okay so, last night was prom at the Westford(Or Western I'm confused as to which one it is.) Regency Hotel. Lots of laughing, one of my favorite things to do. :) And I got to spend time with Sir Michael, which is also one of my favorite things to do. Somehow I'm never bored even when we're not doing anything at all. Lol Which is kind of something we ended up doing last night since just talking animatedly or moving a lot made me dizzy and he's not fond of dancing. Though we slow danced the 5 seconds of the last song. Lol But not before he danced with Will. Lol That wasn't fair. Lol I knew like.. most of the songs they played too. Lol It was so sad. Pretty much all of them were rap and I knew pretty much all of them. Like.. a new song would come on and I'd be like "Oh god.. I know this one too." They played Justin Timberlake:Sexyback. Omg.. I wished I wasn't sick. Lol I was like.. dancing in my seat. Either way it was a pretty good night. But I'm glad I don't have to worry about getting all dressed up again. At least not for a VERY long time. Anyways, I can't think of much else to say. Perhaps I'll update later if I think of something.

To be continued.
Toni

Who said that you can't paint the world to your liking?

Sun, 27 May 2007 20:59:25 GMT

So, my weekend's been really good so far. :) Friday: Went to school, but got to see Mikey after at around 4 after he got finished with track practice. So from around 4 to 11... I got to spend time with that amazing boy who has quite successfully been able to make my heart skip beats at times and wish for a remote for life so I can just press pause. But that doesn't even entirely explain it. This year, quite frankly, was by far the best one I've had. I've been tons happier for longer periods of time and such way more than any of the other years. 7 hours with that boy. :) It was amazing. I so hope I can do that more often over the summer.
Then, the next day was Saturday so I had Robert's confirmation party. Robert, Will C., Dan and I for about 2 and a half hours. Lol Times like those where I hate being littler. I was clinging on to this stick and Robert dragged me across the ground by it. Anyways, after that, I went to sleepover Nicole's. Lol Good times with this girl. So funny. We've laughed so hard we nearly watered her floor. So funny. Check her away messages sometimes, little bits and pieces of our conversation will be quoted from time to time. Funny shtuff mann..
And today, we went swimming. :) It's fun to try and walk on your knees while holding your feet in the water. So fun. And tonight she should be sleeping over tonight. Lol Yea we'll be up all night writing notes to eachother. Yes. Writing notes. Due to the fact that my parents are all like "Rawr. We can hear you." Lol Oh well. Either way. Nicole and I are off to Walgreens. Peace youngin's. SJK. But good day to you all.

To be continued.
Antonya

Cheddar blasted Goldfish really are quite delicious.

Sat, 19 May 2007 00:50:06 GMT

La la la. SO, I ended up waking today at around 7:30. Apparently going to bed at 10:30 AND seemingly having trouble with your alarm ISN'T a good mix. Oh well. I got to sleep in until 11:30. And I put a blanket up to cover my window and make my room all comfortably dark, it's quite nice when it's like 3 in the afternoon and you just can't really tell because it's so dark. Lovely little talented blanket. Anyway. Mikey stayed home from school today too. Senior Skip Day. Worked out nicely (the one time I'm slightly thankful my alarm clock didn't wake me up, although I missed quite a bit in school.) I got to see him for two hours or so before he had to go to his dad's for the weekend.
Not let us imagine for a few seconds, if I had woken up at the appropriate time, I would've of course gone to school, finished my egg project, possibly that ridiculous shading project (created my new hatred for drawing roses lol), dissected a frog (or at least been the "non-poking" bystander while Will sliced and poked and shifted away at the poor little amphibians organs and such. I would've of course seen all my friends. And I would have also been able to buy a few of those kisses for the "Send your favorite Seniors a kiss" thing during lunch. I do intend on getting him something to make up for it. Lol Like an entire bag of them perhaps. Either way. Oh well, we shall see the damage firsthand on Monday I suppose.
But besides missing so much in school, I had a pretty good day. : ).
Yesterday, Nicole and I went to Mike's track meet. My god that child can run. Damn. Lol I KNOW I will NEVER be challenging him to a race. EVER. No contest. He'd win. Unless perhaps I like.. coated the bottom of his shoes in used gum or something so he'd stick to the ground. But I doubt even that would help. Anyways, it was so cute how excited his mom got when he told her how well he did! Lol Anyways. I gotta go. Perhaps I'll finish the update at a later time.

Have a good night everyone.
To be continued.
<3 Toni.

Start anew.

Sat, 12 May 2007 19:19:01 GMT

Well it has, quite clearly, been a long time since I've posted and I wanted a new journal to get a fresh start anyway. :) Anyways, life's been going REALLY well. I do't have many points where I'm too angry much at all. I have the amazing Sir Michael, and awesome friends that I always end up laughing with like.. more than half the time. It's just going really well. I finally got my progress report yesterday (my school for some reason keeps sending my homeroom's report cards and progress reports to the wrong homerooms... they've never gotten it right lol.) I got good grades this time! I wasn't afraid to give my Dad my progress report! Lol That's maybe the second time this year. But I did well! We started our egg projects for health on Friday, I have twins, Salvatorre and Sydney (both my mom's ideas. lol keep that in mind.) I didn't have anything else so I'm carrying them around in little Build A Bear boots. It's cute.
As for today, I might get to see Mikey a little late for a little while after his track practice, and I've been chatting with Nikky all day. Interesting conversations. Anyways, I don't have much else to say. Lol We'll see if I keep up with updating. I'll probably forget. Oh well.

To be continued.
&hearts; Toni